The Mustache Girl
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Name : Nurin Asyada
Birthday : 12 March
Study at : SMK Puchong Utama 1
Stay at : Puchong, Selangor, Malaysia
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Hurt pride.
Okay so this is how it goes...
It was about me and my sis's boyf. Kinda tenses right now with him due to some sort of "misunderstanding" ..
It was all happened on the saturday(last saturday). I was in school and erm well i wanted to go parkway for a little window shopping and bank in my pay. So i texted my sister while i'm in school asking her if she wants to meet me there. So she went to ask her boyf about it. So he told her that he's broke and his bus card not enough $$ to take two trips of bus (One to PP another back home). And my sister suggest that we can walk home together but he told her this
Boyf: "Your sister will want to walk home want meh?"
Sister: "She will want lei."
Boyf: " How you know? Maybe after shopping she get tired already don't want to walk home lei?"
Sister: " I told you she will."
Boyf: " Why can't she go herself? I mean is weird to shop with her all we does is stare at her buying her stuff."
Sister: " Okay sua sua nvm don't go."
When i reach home i was laying on my mom's bed, my sister use her note and ask him again. He still refuse la. I don't blame him but first of all, you never tell me that you guys planned to walk home and then start assuming that i won't walk home after my shopping which is ridiculous because if you guys tell me i will understand. What am i that scary or am i that lazy to you? Is this how you think? Well, i don't blame you TBH! Really.. But this isn't the part that i was hurt-ed by.
Sunday; 30/09/12
Went to PP with my sister early morning since her boyf hasn't wake up yet so i asked her to accompany me down to PP and bank in my money and i wanna go Cotton On see if the shorts i want is it still available. (I shall jump the stories kinda long.) So when both of us reach home he start showing me black face. I mean i can understand about you being blackface maybe because of what happen on saturday(29-09-12). So i just basically kept quiet.. After that i went to take a shower as i cut my fringe before i reach home, i took out those clothes that was in the washing machine before i headed in the toilet. After 5mins when i came out from the toilet i started to hanged up those clothes i took out earlier.. And my sister told me i should eat first (We went to buy noodles on our way back) but i told her is okay i wanna hang it up first because i maybe going out with yeobo later on. SO!!! Here is the part.. She offered herself to put those Black clothing into the washing machine so i say okay lor since you wanna do it so i let you do. (SKIP SKIP )
After getting ready, before i head out. My sistter told me about how not happy is her boyf towards me and i got shock. He told her that whenever i shout he feel very pissed off (When i never even shout on that day) and my voice disgusted him.. Well i'm sorry if my voice and my actions makes you feel disgusted. I was seriously hurt by that. And i know i'm treating my sister unfairly and you are not happy about it. But tbh, i never once dislike you and then because of this matter you treat me as if i owe you thousands or millions of money. And about this Black Clothing thingy, i'm not the one that doesn't want to put it in. I know is very convenience for me to put in while i came out from the toilet but she offered what and she say she's wearing a black shorts later she put in together.
Ended!!
I feel hurt when my sister told me that you got disgusted by all my actions. It hurts my pride TBH. I'm a girl after all and i treat you as my brother but you ended up saying such hurtful things behind me when i never once say a thing like this to you. Even though you said you're sorry and i forgiven you because i never once mad at you, but still.. It hurts very badly. REAL BAD. Last night i saw you i tried to talk to you but it's just that that word DISGUSTED is in my mind make me can't open my mouth and talk to you. I just need time to wound back the wounds that is created by that strong word. I'm a very sensitive person, i cry and i get hurt easily. But for this word i just get literally hurt i won't cry because of this. And FYI, I'm not as lazy as you think. I willing to walk.
I tried to break the ice last night but i just can't. You don't talk to me, i don't talk to you that simple... I need people to talk to i keep talking to my yeobo about this. But still my heart still have the wounds that isn't going off. And i decided to try talk to you tonight.. But it's just weird. I'm trying to make the first move talking to you and i know my sister want us to be like friends and close again.. I'm trying real hard to forget that word. I won't put everything in my heart because as i said i never once hated you or mad at you... Put yourself in my shoe and you will know how hurtful it is by a word DISGUSTED.
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