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Mothers.

Sunday, 27 May 2012 | 11:18 am | 0 comments

Hi! Today i shall post something about the mother that gave birth me and destroy my life!

What i want to say is that i have a fucked up mother that doesn't treat me as a daughter but a part time maid.. She's selfish, bias and always asked me to do this and that.. Worst is that i even shed a tears for her sometimes when i'm about to go to sleep! WTFFFFF! I still thought how poor thing she was, have to support us for so many years without a real man in this house, get told off by my eldest brother when she keep trying to get him close with her but he refuse, cook for us in the middle of the night and put it in a slow cooker so that tomorrow we will have something to eat... WTHHHHHH! What the fuck was i even thinking! She hasn't put in her mother roles for so many years yet she only did this i got soft hearted easily! .___. How stupid can i even be! Dear mom, YOU DON'T WORTH MY TEARS EVERY SINGLE TIME!
Every time i treat you nicely you climb all the way up to my bloody head! Yes! I'm very easy get bullied but i'm not stupid. I tolerate you for a very long time then i plan to vent my anger! I do not vent anger on any other reason. Maybe my attitude sucks ttm. But i did learn how to control.. You are being a bias freak did i say anything? Maybe because you think i'm old enough to settle my every meal whenever i'm going to work. But did you even asked if i have money to go to work and eat my lunch or something?

YOU DIDN'T MAKE AN EFFORT TO ASK ME! You rather let me die of hunger then giving me money to buy something to eat after work. I'm not saying that i'm pitiful or something.. Just saying the fact.. I even wanted to cry because of this matter. Because you are being bias until so obvious that you thought that i wouldn't know. I did so much for you, I help you so much for the past few months. Do you even care. I give you almost $200 every month without fail... Can't you treat me nicer? I don't request any thing else but you treating me nicely and not being a bias freak and order me around in the house.. You didn't know how hurtful is this right? You need help, i helped you. if i complaint, i still help you..

Scolded me and ask me why do i even spend on my idols then you.. Asked me why i rather spend a $200++ on seeing my idol then help you... Want to know why? I RATHER SPEND IT AND THEY WILL MAKE ME SO HAPPY EVEN FOR A NIGHT OR A DAY THEN SPENDING IT ON YOU YET YOU ARE HURTING ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN. My heart is not as strong as you think.. I rather pretend that my idols as if they are existed in my world then looking at you whole day.. I rather face the netbook whole day..

You say that i'm not pretty as my sister, you say i'm fatter than my sister, you say that i'm left handed pick up from the rubbish bin.. Every single word you say since i was young, i remembered and note every single thing you say. You say i'm very greedy, selfish not like my sister.. Everything you have to compare her with me.. You dislike me all along but daddy is different.. He accept who i am and he won't compare me with my sister together. Because he know both of his daughter is different inside out.

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